ZZZzzzzz.....

I haven't been posting much since my return from vacation because I've just been too tired. It all started last Tuesday. I was scheduled to have a sleep study so I went there thinking they wouldn't have much to study because I'd probably have the best sleep of my life and exhibit no problems. Boy was I wrong.

There won't be much for them to study because I didn't get a wink of sleep all night. Not one second. Why? The facility was so noisy. My room was beside the nurses office where they monitor the patients and I could hear them talking and laughing almost all night. I called the nurse in at one point to tell her to tell the staff to please be quiet. After all, how do they expect people to sleep in a noisy environment. Especially with all the wires and stuff they attach to you. By that time it was really too late because I was all stressed out from the environment. The nurse said to me the next morning that my doctor may need for me to come back and repeat the test. I told her there was no way I was coming back to do that ever again.

I left the sleep study that morning to get home and go to bed. I was so tired! But what do you know...I couldn't fall asleep. I can sleep any day even if I'm not tired. All I have to do is lay down and I fall asleep. Not this day. I went to bed that night and didn't get a second of sleep the entire night. I was afraid I was going to go psycho if I didn't get some Z's soon. I don't really know how I made it through that day but somehow I did.

The next night I lay in bed stressing out over sleep so therefore I had a hard time. I eventually got about 4 hours and I was thankful for that. It's been pretty much okay since but I hope I never go through that again!